well, and in the span of just a few hours I feel like big things changed and I was suddenly able to see my life and my plan up until the end of college very clearly but absolutely nothing beyond that... scary... apparently I will be living here for the majority of the summer and taking logic and differential equations at PSU and then continuing on here to become a double major in physics and philosophy... all things I had not really considered until about an hour before I decided them. Right now I'm planning to go to mexico in the beginning of the summer (again... anyone else want to come?) and I'll be in Missoula from mid May to mid June. I've got tons of things to do all of a sudden: find jobs, apply for things, find a place to live, etc... I've been very up and down lately, as I recently fell pretty hard and then got dropped, as they say, but classes and sailing are going well and I do believe I will survive this year in mostly one piece. what are yall's up to?